Tomorrow London

Yeah, here it is finally. One night to London. But Inkku is ill and she's not sure if she can go. Fuck. This happens me every fucking time and then I always have to go alone or cancel the trip/meeting and then it won't happen again even we'd promise to do it. My bad karma.
Sigh...

who didn't eat their meds

Vilma's been mad at me because I've been a lazy blogger.

Two reasons! I've nothing interesting to say lately. I've just been to school and to work and sitting on my laptop for hours just writing. Which brings me to reason number two: fanfiction has completely swallowed me. I'm writing like a madman right now. So I'm sorry. I'm a bad person. And won't talk about it any more since nobody probably wants to listen. I'm a geek, I know. And loving it!

Whatever.

I finally got my voice back. So I can sing again, yay! I had a voice lesson yesterday and it went fine, even though my teacher totally scolded me for being so damned lazy. And stupid. But I have a great voice, so she can't hate me <3 Maybe I should give up for today. I've nothing clever to say. I'll show you some music and post my day four of our cool little meme.



I know, it's in Finnish. But it's one of my favourite songs right now.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1. What now? It's like the end of an era.
2. Will I ever be what I want to be?
3. I'm tired.
4. Feeling guilty about things I should do but am too lazy to do.
5. Doing things perfectly.
6. What others think of me.
7. How I'm way less acknowledged for what I can than some other people, and just because I'm modest about it.

life goes easy on me...most of the time

Music. I was supposed to watch my favourite tv show on DVD three hours ago but I'm still listening music. What? Yeah I'm so addicted and I can't help with it. So the only thing I can do is to share part of my playlist because I love my music and when somebody finds it good it makes me super happy. Cheers and good night!
Tip! This music is lovely when going to sleep.

Absent Elk - Comfort or Amuse


Damien Rice - The Blower's Daughter

if I wouldn't have you

I have to reply to Inkku's post because I'm as excited as Inkku. Though, she has been in London but I haven't so I have my reasons to be super excited! I just don't quite know what I should be waiting for because I don't want to wait too much...well anyway I don't think that London could ever disappoint me, it's such a big city full of everything I love. It's me whose music taste includes over 500 different bands and 60% of it is British.

Sorry, some of the answers are same.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
1. Please me with your personality.
2. Don't be intrusive. (If you're this man you can forget this step)
3. Make me love you before showing you love me.
4. Be trustworthy.
5. Be a hot musician or simply like good music.
6. Smell good.
7. Have courage and spontaneous to do things extempore.
8. Have a sexy moustache.

Am I a bit too picky? *laugh*

if I wouldn't have you - nek

can't we go already?

I was checking some connections and other practical stuff for our trip to London as they changed the flight schedule. Now I can't stop thinking about how great it's going to be, so much so that I can't even spare a thought to celebrate the fact that I only have one month of upper secondary school left (matriculation exams excluded). I just want to dream and plan and be all girly and hyped about it it's only been about six months since I last visited London but I can't wait to get back. We decided to do some planning (read getting all weird about cool things we want to do and drawing hearts on sheets of paper) with Vilma tomorrow.



Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
1. Be dead sexy.
2. Hug me, touch my hair, be close to me.
3. Smell good.
4. Tell me I'm cute.
5. Invite me to do weird and out-of-the-blue stuff with you.
6. Laugh a lot.
7. Tell me I'm good at something that matters to me.
8. Fall in love with me.

i'm actually moving pretty fast

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
1. I live on a border of two towns. The other is big and stupid and the other small and cosy. I always say that I live in that smaller one even though officially my hometown is that bigger one.
2. My school is about 40km away from where I live.
3. In February we go to London and then I've finallly visited all three cool cities in Europe: London, Paris and Rome.
4. My taste of music is pretty strange. Or very indie because I can't stand music what is too popular.
5. My favourite shops are Bershka, Pull&Bear and Stradivarius. None of them is in Finland...
6. I'm not very good at languages but I've tried to study Italian for three years now. I'll never speak it well but at least I understand and read it well.
7. I want to move to Helsinki someday. I'm tired to travel long distances.
8. I like swimming. Many people hate it but I like it. It's so relaxing and you always get a good feeling. It doesn't feel like a sport at all because you don't sweat.
9. I started to do this in my home town and now I'm in Helsinki. Tram 1 passing by.
10. I love to be childish. I don't like to stress out and often I just forget "rules" and do what I want.

i'm me even this year

Well then, I'll keep them coming. My first post in 2011, so cool!
I guess I could say something else, but meh.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
1. I know what I want and my biggest fear is to never achieve it.
2. I tend to get extremely emotional. It is, at times, a bit embarrassing. But it's me, folks.
3. I'm very proud of my language skills. It's stupid, because it's nothing special.
4. I hate early mornings and sometimes reward myself by sleeping in on a school morning when I'm too tired to get up.
5. I love winters, snow and cold. It doesn't mean I never miss summer.
6. Having a driver's license and a job really makes me feel like a grown up.
7. I love this kind of memes but suck at filling them. More often than not I don't finish them. I'll try now, however.
8. I've a brother. He's great even though he's sixteen and difficult.
9. I'm a geek.

This is so much fun. Sorry Vilma, you're going to kill me in the end :D

it's late and i feel mediterranean

I'm not very into challenges but how ever, here you go!

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
1. Sorry that I always forget and lost things. I've tried to fix it but haven't succeeded yet. I have to try harder because it's not only you who suffers.
2. Always when I see you I doubt that you really are my friend. You make me feel like you're pretending nice just because you don't wanna be rude. I may be not as cool as your friends tend to be, but I'm not an idiot and I have brains!
3. I am really happy to have you as my friend. I'm also really surprised that you even want to be with me. I feel many times that we're not at the same level at all. You're higher.
4. Honey, we're like sisters. It feels funny because you're one of the few people I can be just like with my family. And those who don't know, I'm so different at school and at home.
5. I was really lucky to meet you. Without you I wouldn't have met my greatest friends. Sad that we don't see eachothers very often...
6. You you you. I love and hate you, you're the best person to share things. No matter what. Also you're sometimes so strange that it's only akward.
7. I just realizes that I'm just like you. Someone said it years ago but I didn't believe it. But I really am and that might be the reason why we don't have much to talk about. But I care about you and you know it. And like that.
8. You are more important for me than I'd ever believed. I miss you and I miss very much. I haven't missed like this before and it is strange. I remember what you said when we met the last time but I don't have courage to do it. I have to survive alone.
9. You were the first person I thought I'd have to say something but it took eight others to figure out something. I often ponder what you remember of me. What are your aspects today and what they were when we were still in touch. I hope we would see someday. It's been a long time we were in contact.
10. It's strange that I can be so relaxed with you. Thank you for being in my life though you give me some reason for depreasion too(not serious). Hugs!

And just to tell, it was easier and more fun than I thought!
Buona notte amicini cari!